By-Jovita Kaur Aroraa
Lone alone I stand in a crowd
Known by a lot but missing one
Seconds minutes days years have passed by
Still wish to see him once
ages back we had a fight
Angrily I said leave me alone I feel tight
Seconds minutes days years have passed by
haven't seen him since
I used to be the it girl
now I am a stranger in my own world those I thought would stay vanished those I loved left without a goodbye
it was a mistake I made a while back
and I'm still paying for it
I didn't know wishes coming true was really a thing
but when mine did I prayed everyday to undo it
And now I am stuck in a world of my own so dark so lone all alone
my cries are unheard no words are said it's just me and my dark self
I wish to see a ray of hope
I knocked on a number of doors
I tried to get rid of sufferance but ended up in a gloom
Guess this what you get for being a fool
I wanted to make it alright but all I have is a dim twilight
No one See's me as if I don't exist
My journey of happiness was brisk
I've been fighting for too long
Like a soldier on war
the only difference is they fight for a reason n I have none to stay so maybe it's better to let go
I wanna set free n maybe the only way is to not be
I may sound crazy but once I'm gone he'll probably hear what I wanted to say
and if not
some one just like me would understand what I wasn't able to convey
I know I'm not the only one who's alone but I still feel like there's no reason for me to stay I have no desire for tomorrow maybe my soul will rest better in a grave
Sounds easier than going through every Second minute day year alone
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This poem has been published in the book 'The Last Flower Of Spring'. Buy the paperback copy on Amazon: https://tinyurl.com/y9sydnxn