By-Jovita Kaur Aroraa


Lone alone I stand in a crowd

Known by a lot but missing one

Seconds minutes days years have passed by

Still wish to see him once

 ages back we had a fight

Angrily I said leave me alone I feel tight

Seconds minutes days years have passed by

 haven't seen him since

I used to be the it girl

 now I am a stranger in my own world those I thought would stay vanished those I loved left without a goodbye

 it was a mistake I made a while back

 and I'm still paying for it

 I didn't know wishes coming true was really a thing

but when mine did I prayed everyday to undo it

And now I am stuck in a world of my own so dark so lone all alone

my cries are unheard no words are said it's just me and my dark self

I wish to see a ray of hope

I knocked on a number of doors

I tried to get rid of sufferance but ended up in a gloom

Guess this what you get for being a fool

I wanted to make it alright but all I have is a dim twilight

No one See's me as if I don't exist

My journey of happiness was brisk

I've been fighting for too long

Like a soldier on war

 the only difference is they fight for a reason n I have none to stay so maybe it's better to let go

I wanna set free n maybe the only way is to not be

I may sound crazy but once I'm gone he'll probably hear what I wanted to say

and if not

some one just like me would understand what I wasn't able to convey

I know I'm not the only one who's alone but I still feel like there's no reason for me to stay I have no desire for tomorrow maybe my soul will rest better in a grave

Sounds easier than going through every Second minute day year alone



This poem has been published in the book 'The Last Flower Of Spring'. Buy the paperback copy on Amazon: https://tinyurl.com/y9sydnxn

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