By Karanpreet Kaur
The feeling of always being left out .
Lips break into an awkward smile and ears turn pink .
Eyes trembling into a teary mess while I walk a step back as a sour realisation sink in my bones .
Oh ! What did I do to deserve this ?
Appetite crumbling against my gut , Food tasting bland in my mouth during the lunch break as I sit near the window staring at the dancing butterflies .
My legs swinging in the air , as I stare at the clouds swimming in the summer sky .
Anxiety scraping my own heavy heart as it twisted into a burden .
My own breaths , suffocating with the silence that lurked behind my facade .
Laughter piercing through my soul yet my mind turning blank .
Maybe I am not enough ?
My fingers clenching around the blanket while my heart poures out into salty streams of tears.
Sobs heavy in my chest as I tore myself again hoping to turn worthy enough to fit in .