By Tamra Kapila Gautam
A heavy heart and weight on my soul,
So many battles to be fought on a roll.
A few wars to be won!
It is not easy, but that still must be done.
Life turned around or was upside down.
There was nothing left for me in any town.
The result was the same.
With heart breaking, I was almost insane.
I knew there was path, but could not see it!
Trust me, that spark I so badly wanted it.
Just kept walking on a path which was dark,
I did not realize that the darkness had left a mark.
I was losing life and forgot all about myself!
The intoxicating freedom he gifted himself.
Tears were tired of falling from the eyes.
God also felt the pain and sent a blessing in disguise.
Then came a ray of light in my life.
A soul walked in and cut the pain cord with a knife.
She freed me of my pain.
Turned me into a new leaf by showering love as rain.
She was sent for a purpose, which she fulfilled.
Regard and immense love for her are deeply instilled.
Rejection has taught me many things,
One is that love has many complicated strings.
Love is not as easy as I think it is.
Even if I deeply desire, I might not be the one they miss.
I am sure now I will be able to tackle.
As I have won at least one battle.
I will not end this now, as my story is still on.
Hoping for miracles and a coffee with you on my lawn.