By Dwijisha Katkar
 
 
I read signs 
In soft whispers 
The tone of your voice 
In body languages
And your sighs
The changing of tides 
The moon, going with 
Obscured light 
Casting of the ocean 
Of messy cupboards 
And unwashed clothes 
The unclean room 
Candles left unburnt
Of multiple dates 
Turning into a habit 
To find some comfort 
With no soul to bare to 
The ground trembling 
Chaos etched in place 
A single scream 
Piercing through the night 
Of random walks 
Museums and galleries 
Struck by beauty, all around 
Unable to contain the darkness within
Fights and misunderstandings
Parents feeling helpless 
As their child succumbs 
Under all that pressure 
The disease of "hope" 
Forever engraved, with knife
Blood leaking from 
The spaces in your heart
Of drunk nights 
And terrible mornings
Dancing with random strangers 
And repeating the same mistakes 
Wanting to stay alone 
But still wanting company 
Too afraid to ask for it 
With hopeful eyes
Wishing on wishbones 
Shooting stars and eyelashes 
Relief coming 
And going away too quickly 
Drowning words in songs 
The hurt pouring out
In sinew and blood
Overflowing the cup
The subtle hint of 
Frayed leaves 
Calling to their own 
In your eyes 
Drooping down 
Searching 
For a whiff of love 
In the misery of the present
Away from it all.