Evolution

I loved you.

I smiled everytime your name popped on my timeline.

I retweeted all those quotes on love thinking about you.

I put up captions with you as the central idea.

I laughed thinking of all the times you looked at me and smiled.

I cried seeing the girl on your mind.

I drank the cheapest wine knowing I could never be her.

I smoked up the ashes of the pieces of my heart that you broke.

I saw you and the rush of adrenaline on your cheeks seeing her come.

I swallowed my tears and claimed to all that you looked best with her.

I laughed seeing you hug her with all your might.

I drank the cheapest wine knowing I would never be her.

I smoked up the ashes of the pieces of my heart that you broke.

I loved you.

I hated you.

I changed my destination when I saw you in my way.

I ran up to take the last seat before the old man so that I didn't have to see you.

I ignored reality and went deep into the mirth of misery.

I drank the cheapest wine leaning on the stranger's arm.

I smoked the ashes of the pieces of my heart that you broke.

I hated you.

I cried knowing love was nothing like Mr Darcy.

I laughed thinking of the times when love was limited to a slice of pizza.

I drank the cheapest wine leaning on the stranger's arm.

I smoked the ashes of the pieces of my heart that you broke.

I hated you.

I hated myself.

I screamed thinking I'll never be able to love again.

I cringed looking at my reflection in the mirror reeking of self pity.

I drank an expensive scotch daring to stand on the multistorey terrace.

I smoked the ashes of my pride that I had burnt with you entering my life.

I ate the expired packet of chips as I watched Mcdreamy die.

I drank an expensive scotch daring to stand on the multistorey terrace.

I smoked the ashes of my pride that I had burnt with you entering my life.

I loved myself.

I cried remembering my tears for you.

I smiled seeing the change in me which you brought.

I drank an expensive scotch knowing you were the never the one.

I smoked the ashes of the past life which made me sigh.

I laughed knowing you were never mine as I realised that you were just an idea.

I drank an expensive scotch knowing you were never the one.

I smoked the ashes of my past life which made me sigh.